December 2010
“Ouch, I have lost myself again,
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found.
I...”
I am not a savior. I am not your friend's savior....
I don't get how people can have 100 'happy...
I don't always want to be the one dishing out...
I'm tired of all of this. I wish I could just...
How does one begin to write such a grand story? How does one look at that blank, white space before him, watching that cursor blink as if waiting for you to type the first word, nay, the first letter of your work. A piece of work that comes straight from you. You create the world. You create the characters. You are ultimately God. Isn’t that all writing fiction comes down to? I have...
It's a strange kind of realization.
It’s not a new realization, but definitely not an old one. I’ve figured out that I am, and probably always have been, a bird person. And I don’t mean that in a ‘I’m a dog person’ or ‘I’m a cat person’ kind of way. I don’t even own a bird. What I mean is that birds are extremely symbolic creatures to me. I often wish I was one. Able to...
No one should cry when they're making brownies.
But it happens anyway. God dammit I feel like I’m in a dramatic movie.
I know none of you probably care, but I feel better when I write things out.
I don’t understand how some people can be so nonchalant about going behind their parents backs about things. I feel almost as if I’m going against my own back as well.
And I hate this feeling. I don’t know what I want. I...
“We’ve given new names
To our hopes and our pain
But love just gets...”
– Here We Are- Patrick Park
That moment when you roll your curser over a video...
So you’re all like:
But then you wonder why you’re even on the website and realize you’ve had enough of it’s insanity so you’re like:
